Wednesday, December 11, 2024

Amare, Ora, Labora et Servire

 Dear Moi,

Life has thrown me some curveballs lately, leaving me feeling lost and uncertain. On the professional front, I've hit a roadblock. Despite my qualifications and experience, a long-awaited promotion has been elusive. It's disheartening to see my "ex", advance in his career while I'm left feeling undervalued and overlooked.

The lack of transparency from higher-ups is frustrating, and their vague promises of future opportunities ring hollow. While I appreciate the scholarship, it feels like a consolation prize rather than a genuine recognition of my contributions.

Personal challenges have compounded my professional woes. Financial strain and family pressures have taken a toll on my mental and emotional well-being. My sister petitioned me to migrate abroad, a dream of my mama that I did not consider before because of my relationship but now I'm seriously considering this life-altering decision.

In the realm of love, I've encountered a mix of promising and perplexing connections. A younger, ambitious suitor, a caring professional, and a mysterious tech-savvy individual have piqued my interest, but true love seems elusive.

Academically, my passion for law school has waned. The rigorous demands and self-doubt have eroded my initial enthusiasm. To rekindle my motivation, I'm embracing the Latin maxim, "Amare, Ora, Labora et service" - to love, to pray, to labor, and to serve. This principle serves as a reminder of my purpose and a catalyst for positive change.

I'm determined to navigate these challenges with grace and resilience. By confronting my fears, embracing the journey, and striving for excellence, I hope to emerge stronger and more focused.

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