Thursday, May 10, 2012

Busy Bee or Lazy Me

Earworm...


Call me, maybe :)


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Here's a rundown of my so called life starting February

February - My English tutor and I met and it went well but due to conflict of schedule we are not able to meet again. My work ate a lot of my time but it seemed like it paid off because my department was nominated for 6 awards and I got 2 nominations, one for social responsibility and the other one is for quality service. My department won the awards but I went home empty handed. I was disappointed because I know that I more than deserve the award but hey that's life. This is the second year in a row that I went home empty handed. Never the bride always the bridesmaid...

For March, I was supposed to take my exams but again I was not able to do that because of 
1.     I'm financially broke and I don't have the money for the exam.
2.     I'm not confident with my speaking skills because I don't have anyone to converse with. I tried talking to my friends in English but they only made fun of me.
3.     I assisted my parents with their executive check-up and that depleted my budget for the exam and for reviewing. I know my parents can pay for their medical bills but I need to shoulder the bills because I feel that it is my responsibility as their son to give back what they've given me when I was still a child. You see, I feel like I'm not a good son because i'm gay and I cannot give them a grandchild. I know this is unreasonable but this is how I feel. They're the best parents and I feel that i don't deserve them because of my sexuality.


Anyway, last April, my papa was hospitalized due to skin abscess and again I shouldered the medical bills. Aside from the abscess he was also diagnosed with prostate cancer. Thank heavens it was caught early and the doctor prescribed him some medicines.

My parents stayed in my condo for 2 weeks and it was both a blessing and a curse. I don't wanna dwell with this so I'll stop here...

Now you're updated. 

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hmm I don't check my grammar when I post my thoughts. I just type what's in my head and click publish. I'm lazy and I know it.

10 comments:

  1. Always remember this.... your sexuality doesn't have to do anything about you being a good son. stop that! don't think that way ok? you're a good person with a good heart. *gaya gaya lang sa comment mo sakin. hihi!*

    "hmm I don't check my grammar when I post my thoughts. I just type what's in my head and click publish. I'm lazy and I know it."

    - no proof reading.. ok lang yan sometimes ganyan din ako. mas okay nga yung eh kasi raw yung ideas and thoughts ;)

    "Call me, maybe :)"

    - number please.. haha! choz!

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  2. hey you! tagal mong nawala so I was happy when I saw may bago kang entry. thanks sa updates..you have been through a lot these past months. pero see, okay ka pa naman I know it, kaya mo yan :) I hope all is better now :)

    sana kinita mo ako nung march nang nag inglisan tayo! :)

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    1. Hi Zai! I always read your blog at andaming ganap, nakakainggit :)

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    2. thanks! wag ka maingit, lumakad din tayo minsan! :)

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  3. i agree with shenanigans! I couldn't say it any better!

    anyway, friends sometimes don't understand.

    you can talk to me in English. call me maybe??? hahaha. just kidding. like that song by the way.

    anyway, just hang on there buddy.

    :)

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    1. Hi Ers! Thank you for the encouragement :)

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    2. anytime dude basta if you need anyone to talk to in english, as a co-blogger, I'll be here.

      by the way, thanks for dropping by my blog. I'm following your blog already.

      : )

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  4. 'Aside from the abscess he was also diagnosed with prostate cancer. Thank heavens it was benign and the doctor prescribed him some medicines.'

    If it is cancer, it is malignant, not benign. Please look at the result again.

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/likas_halamanan/

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  5. Hi dr magsasaka! the urologist told us that it's cancer because the PSA is above normal and ultrasound guided biopsy confirmed the diagnosis. My dad is currently taking casodex thank you for the concern.

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