Sunday, October 23, 2011


Last Friday I know that my colleagues prepared something for me, a surprise hatch day celebration.

I don't wanna ruin their efforts so I acted what they want me to act.

I should feel something... happy,

but I don't feel happy,

I feel hollow

I don't feel sad or happy...

From a psychiatrist point of view, this is a sign of clinical depression...

But I know I am not depress, I'm just built this way.

Every time October comes, I feel this way.

Can't wait fir this month to be over...

I just need to fake it until it's over...


  1. Don't worry, we all go through birthday jitters. :)

  2. Why do you feel hollow?

    (Sorry I am new here. But, I hope this won't be my last.)

  3. Hi ArchNemesis!It's nice to see a new face her :) I've been staring at your question for almost 10 minutes and I still don't know how to answer...

  4. Yeah. I understand that feeling. Anyway, thanks for following man.

  5. ganyan din ako, pero you just need to see the brighter side of things..anyways, belated happy bday! di kita nabati on time :/