I don't wanna ruin their efforts so I acted what they want me to act.
I should feel something... happy,
but I don't feel happy,
I feel hollow
I don't feel sad or happy...
From a psychiatrist point of view, this is a sign of clinical depression...
But I know I am not depress, I'm just built this way.
Every time October comes, I feel this way.
Can't wait fir this month to be over...
I just need to fake it until it's over...
